u003cpu003eu003cbu003eIn this young adult novel debut, the story of a girl too smart for her own good who, after one tragic night, decides to reject the popular life in exchange for one of solitude.u003c/bu003eu003c/pu003eu003cpu003ePerfect Parker Fadley isn't so perfect anymore. She's quit the cheerleading squad, she's dumped her perfect boyfriend, and she's failing school. Her parents are on a constant suicide watch and her counselors think she's playing games...but what they don't know, the real reason for this whole mess, isn't something she can say out loud. It isn't even something she can say to herself. A horrible thing has happened and it just might be her fault. If she can just remove herself from everybody--be totally alone--then everything will be okay...The problem is, nobody will let her.u003c/pu003eu003cpu003eu003ciu003eCracked Up u003c/iu003eTo Be gives you Parker, her world, her friends, straight up, no chaser. You won't forget her. Kathe Koja author of u003ciu003eKissing The Beeu003c/iu003eu003c/pu003e